2 pointer!!

ahlan wahsalan..wahh arab oh...yeah arab?..haha i learned bahasa arab as my third languages..seriously, bahasa arab was very hard..fyi, i got C+ for my bahasa arab..last night i can't sleep because of results..it keeps me waiting and waiting until i give up..so, i made decision better i check it later...then, the results was not so awesome ok!!..really unsatisfied, disappointed, sad..my pointer taklah secantik mana macam korang...biasa2, still the same just like my diploma results..only 2 pointer something..nak dpt 3 pointer..dalam mimpi laa...sedihhhh...i only can afford to get at this level..gahhh...but i'm so thankful..syukur kepada Allah s.w.t..alhamdulillah i passed all subject..fuhhhhh...

now, i don't feel anything...i feel i want to jump as much as i can..until it hurts me..what a stupid feeling right now..huhu..i have 2 things in my mind that makes me feel very down..first was result and second..ermmm secret...bdw, life must go on..everything happens for a reason..someones said that maybe the environments around me really affecting me because of their results was better than me..yeah that's really true...my friends got good results..i'm happy for it..but when it comes to mine..i feel nothing..ermm ok2 lah..i should think positive...bukan rezeki saya untuk semester ini...apa2 pun..i'm still very grateful, thankful once again..alhamdulillah for everything what i've done..this is just beginning for degreee...sigh...